Life, Love, Reality.

Essences of the past.

2011-10-08T09:09:00.000-07:00

Escape

Looking For A Great Escape

Away From This Sad Journey

My Destiny Is Losing Shape

Trap Inside Like A Felony

I Feel I'm About To Break

Deep In Trance And Slumber

I'm Screaming Just To Wake

Waiting For The Next Number

When My Turn Comes And Go

This Heart Of Mine Will Slow

Where I Start To Disappear

Peace Will Go Wherever I Flow

Riddle

Sitting, Thinking, Wondering About Death

Sitting Pondering Sickness Of My Health

Thinking All The Things In The Aftermath

Wondering When I'll Have My Last Breath

Watching, Losing, Wanting About Death

Watching The World Without Any Wealth

Losing Hope Seeing All This Aftermath

Wanting So Much For My Last Breath

Hidden

Buried In The Sand Of Time

Beyond The Large Endless Sea

A Heart That I Only Once Felt

Shattered To A Million Pieces

All Is Lost In This Mad World

Covered By Shadows Of Darkness

A Never Ending Twirl Of Sadness

Where All My Meaning Seems Lost

Conclusions?

2011-09-23T21:17:00.000-07:00

Hello there, seems kinda cheesy to start off like this. Haha But then again what is the correct way to post something on a blog. Anyways on a different matter, I often ponder about my very existent in life, for example the common question usually asked is, What's my purpose, Why am I here. People usually brush these questions in life and go on with their lives with their own mindsets. But for me, It's as if It's a goal I have to achieve, to gain more knowledge, to better understand myself then only I presume will be able to understand the world I am in. Often in life I experience challenges that leave me breathless suffocating like the weight of the universe is on me or leaving me feeling like I'm drowning in quicksand draining the life out of me and in the end I've always stood up against these obstacles with a smirk on my face knowing I'm still here standing, still breathing. Being alone after all these years in the dark, I've come to realize I'm not afraid. I would rather embrace this darkness, for when I'm in the dark, It's true you can't see but your imagination can run free, there is no space which binds the mind, after all, darkness is just empty space. I've learn to be more open minded, appreciative of the things I have and not let the deadly sins get the best of me. In a way, It's a simple life that is in pursuit of happiness. Along the way I might sacrifice my own happiness for others if their worth it and It doesn't bother me that much If I can never achieve happiness because as long as I'm still here, I'm not the type of person that will easily give up anymore. Ill fight for whats right till the last breath and on this conclusion I have given myself, I think ill be fine.

Laughter, Because everyone needs it.

2011-09-15T05:02:00.000-07:00

I know I haven't posted in a while, I've been busy trying to manage my time. I haven't wrote anything or any poetry to post, Maybe next time when I'm free. So far in life, my life, there are ups and downs, but that is never gonna bring me down. As long as I'm still here standing, that itself gives me meaning, A reason to live. So currently I'm still sticking to my bad habit of smoking. Hopefully I will quit by this year and if I don't, I can always try again, Nothing is never too late. I'm still going to gym as well although I have miss a few weeks of gym due to some events, therefore I have just started again this week and will stick by it for the moment. Oh, and on the last post I talked about being accepted to college which is a bit stressful. After starting college, It was quite fine until we were merge with another group of students which made us have to study all over again, meaning all the assignments and work given was such a waste but I don't mind. What really bothers me is one Lecturer who has been against me from the start of college, lets just call him/her "Bitch". So this "Bitch" has always tried to look superior and right all the time even when he/she is wrong. I'm quite annoyed of his/her stupid attitude, he/she is messing with the wrong student. If this "Bitch's" intention was to make me angry during her class to over react and get expelled from college, Then I'll just have to play cool and file a letter of complaint instead about her attitude towards the students. I mean, come on, If a lecturer complains about waking up early and not having breakfast just to be a few minutes early, then why be a lecturer. If you can't do the work, just simply quit and not take it out on the students. He/she always promises a lot of things and still manage to fuck up the promises at the last minute, always taking about trust, but where is the trust there? I'm not a kid, I can read right through that "Bitch". By the way, It's not just me who is complaining about the "Bitch", So it's not personal. Other lecturer seems to be alright and friendly except for the "Bitch". Well enough of the "Bitch", other than that, I quite enjoy college and nothing comes important than my studies except for family. On a different note, My younger brother found his iphone 4 which he lost a couple of weeks back. Seems it was in the hands of some gay guy from his school whom seems to have a silly explanation on how the gay dude found the phone. Just glad he got it back, to top that of. My younger brother just got his license, congratulations to him, Quite happy that I don't have to be his driver anymore. Anyways, heres a neat video that I got from a friend that I would like to share. Peace :) Click the link below.

The Greatest Speech

Ticking...

2011-06-09T08:00:00.000-07:00

Hmm, It has been quite some time since I blog something.

Been busy with gym, Have been going for about 2 months and a few weeks now.

New hobby I guess. Haha But It has been great, I feel much healthier than before

although It seems I didn't quit smoking, Back to smoking after quitting for a month.

Hehe, Can't really blame me, Where ever I go, There is always someone puffing making

me feel like having the urge to have one myself. Haha, I guess gym balance my bad habit.

Quite a few things going on too other than gym, I got accepted in Cosmopolitan School,

So things might get a bit hectic once that starts around this month. Will Be studying IT there.

This past few months has been good for me, I hope it stays that way. ^^

Life is so dull.

2011-02-02T04:10:00.000-08:00

So it has been about a month since my last stick and I feel great although I do still feel the urge to go down the street and get myself a pack of ciggys. Haha Oh how I miss them, the poison in my lungs, the feeling of a few satisfying puffs. But somehow I gladly quit and one month doesn't really seem like an accomplishment. It's funny that ever since I quit, I have been having vivid dreams of smoking in my dreams, seems so surreal. Well enough about me, Enjoy. ^^

Perspective
There’s So Many Beautiful Things
Oh What Joy They Usually Bring
When The Whole World Sings
How Lovely It Is To Be In Spring
Watching The Birds With Wings
A Stunning Scene Fit For A King…

Courage

All The Hope Has Run Away
For Our Sake Let Us All Try To Pray
When Your World Seems To Turn Grey
Do Not Walk Alone In Darkness And Stray
Fight With All Your Might And Courage To Stay
May Your Pain And Sickness Be Delayed
Remember How We Danced & Played
Having Fun Almost Each Day
Wishing For You To Be Ok

Wait for me~ Soul&Resolution...

2011-01-06T18:23:00.000-08:00

Just a few things I wrote before the new year start but didn't have time to post. Well I haven't been feeling well due to some circumstances, Quit smoking on the last few minutes of new year eve on the beach which I thought was appropriate and dramatic for a new beginning...

Resolution

Last Few Hours Of New Years Eve

It's Kinda Really Hard To Believe

That There Wasn’t So Much I Achieved

But I'm Ready To Forget All Grieves

Not Much Time Preparing To Leave

For A New Day Is About To Weave

From This Beginning I Am Relieved…

Soul

I'm Feeling Lost In Time And Space

Dissapearing Without A Single Trace

Like All My Personality Is Being Erased

Going Through This Randomness Chase

As I Am Running Through A Long Race

Agaisnt All The Odds On My Own Pace

Before All My Thoughts Are Replaced…

So what is your new years resolution?

Lost, Time And Space?

2010-11-14T10:46:00.001-08:00

I might not be writing for a while, poetry in a few days or so on, I have my last exam this month. Gotta study, Finally driving after few weeks after my car crashed... I think it went well, with a slight worry of passing cars...

I'm not really sure what to say, I feel lost and used most of the time for other people's advantages. I don't understand myself most of the time. Feels like I have lost my sanity quite a long time ago. An empty shell without a purpose. Ever felt like your trap in space, without anyone lending a hand to drag you back to Earth, to be in a place where the sun doesn't shine and swallows you with darkness. Well I feel like that most of my life, To me happiness is somewhat artificial, Something that isn't real like a drug to make you high. Happiness is limited, sadness is everywhere. They say good people always get good things but I think that statement is false. For the people around the world, some with little sins than the common man suffer, you have to wonder why... All my life I've tried to search for myself, an image pure from harm in my mind. In my darkest days I try to find god, for no one will lend an ear to listen and during in this sadness, I tend to laugh for I fear god himself has forsaken me... I fear I have yet to find someone who truly understands.

Does it make me sane knowing that I'm going insane?

It's been a while...

2010-11-08T03:19:00.000-08:00

So it has been a while since I wrote anything regrading poetry. I think a few months now, not quite sure but hope you enjoy these ones...

Replay
I Feel As If I'm Fading Away
With Life With So Many Cliche
This Is The Darkest Of My Days
My Sunny Happiness Is On Delay
Not A Slight Smile On Display
As This Journey Turns To Grey
Maybe I'm Just Not Feeling Ok
Like Time Always Seem To Replay
Walking Alone An Empty Walkway...

Dad
I'm Really Sick Of This Life
All The Truth Covered By Lies
Wither As Time Passes Nearby
Two Fathers As The Same Guy
Maybe It Is Time For Goodbyes
Because It's Not Worth To Cry
Never Did Hold Both So Dearly
There Is Nothing Much To Deny
Don't Ever Even Bother To Try
Let Us Break Our Family Ties...

Hope you all enjoyed.

Randomness

2009-10-20T05:46:00.000-07:00

When your sick and have nothing to do. Then you decide to write something while your sick, This is the outcome of it. Hahaha

Randomness
There Is One Thing Which I Hate
Which Is Myself Being Really Sick
It Makes Me Feel As If I Am Weak
I Think I Should Go To The Clinic
Being Pale Just Like Someone Gothic
Maybe It's Just Seasick Or Gastric
But I Sure Know That I Need A Medic
And Perhaps Maybe I Shouldn't Go Public
Or Someone Else Would Get It Quick
And Swear At Me For Being A Prick

Sparks & Stars

2009-10-19T22:33:00.000-07:00

Sparks

Life Is Like A Raging Fire

Spreading Just Like Wildfire

It Burns As We All Admire

Drawn To It Like Vampires

Something That We Desire

And All Hopes To Acquired

For Everyone To Be Inspired

Stars

I'm Loving The Way You Look Tonight

The Way You Sway Beneath The Moonlight

In This Amazing, Beautiful Starry Night

As You Start To Glow Like Heavenly Light

Shining Like The Northern Star, Very Bright

Just A Glimpse Itself Makes My Heart Ignite

Turning This Cold Heart To Shine Like Sunlight

A Different Side And Disorder.

2009-10-05T13:06:00.000-07:00

A Different Side

I Think I Am Going Crazy
Don't You All Seem To Agree?
It's Because I’m Always Angry
Everything Ache Inside My Body
This Empty Feeling Is Eating Me
Things Just Seems So Dark And Cloudy
The Evil Inside Me Is Very Deadly
Nothing Ever Seems So Easy
This Feeling Of Never Being Free
It Is Just So Fucking Freaky
That I Am Always Feeling Guilty
My Life Is Full Of Surprising Dramas
As If It Is Like A Illogical Movie
As I Take My Time To Look The Sea
The View Itself Is Forever Stormy
Never Seeing The Sun Being Sunny
All That I Know, Eternity Turns Ugly
Curse To Permanently Be So Moody
I Guess I Was Born To Be Unlucky…

Disorder

There Was A Monster Hiding Under My Bed
I Thought It was All In My Corrupted Head
It Was The Demon Devil Himself In Red
As Everything Turn Into A Gory Bloodshed
I Tried To Jump Out As I Tried To Fled
But Now I Can't Escape This Crazy Deathbed
Looking And Searching For An Escape Ahead
Then I Realize It Was Some Crazy Book That I Read

Missing...

2009-10-03T14:35:00.000-07:00

A Family I Once Had

Someone To Call Dad
A Forgotten Comrade
Things Just Got Sad
Now I'm Feeling Mad
One By One They Left
As If Its A Big Big Fad
From When I Was A Tad
Now I'm Grownup, A Lad
I Feel Just Like A Nomad
Leaving Me But I'm Glad…

Its been a while.

2009-09-06T09:56:00.000-07:00

Entwine

When The Moon Doesn’t Shine

The Eclipse Will Never Align

As The Stars Start To Decline

Life Doesn’t Seem So Divine

Let’s Raise Our Glass Of Wine

Hope Everything Will Be Fine

As We All Wait For Some Sign

This Mysterious Grand Design

Again Waiting For The Sunshine

Where The Sun And Moon Entwine…

Lonely

When My Head’s Not Cloudy

Then I Am Able To Think Clearly

As The Night Breeze Is So Airy

Sitting Alone Here In The Alley

With Nothing More But Worry

When Everything Is So Blurry

Going Through This Journey

Yet I Feel Ever So Lonely

For Those Who I Hold Dearly

Are Never Ever Near Me…

Sacrifice

Once Upon A Time, When Everything Was Fine

There Was A Lonely Girl Who Lived In The Sky

She Had Large Wings Just Like A Pretty Butterfly

For Soaring All Around The World Up So High

Emitting Big Bright Colors Just Like A Firefly

Waiting And Searching For Just The Right Guy

Someone Close In Her Heart For Her To Rely

But All Along Up High, He Was So Close Nearby

Ready For Anything The Girl Desires, Even To Die

Or To Shed A Drop Of Tear Until All Runs Dry

To Take Away The Look Of Sadness Form Her Eyes

He Was Just Wondering Why He Was Too Shy To Try…

Heart

I Feel As If I Have No Soul

This Empty Unforgettable Hole

A Hardened Heart As Hard As Coal

A Useful Organ Which Was Doled

A Long Journey Without A Goal

Never Feeling Like I’m Whole

This Pain Which I Can’t Control

Dragging Me Into This Hellhole…

As Promised...

2009-03-05T02:34:00.000-08:00

The Garden Of Eden

There Was A Beautiful Flower In The Garden Grove

Where The Grass Was Greener Than The Mangrove

The Place Was Surrounded By Roses Near The Cove

With Unknown Creatures Which Started To Rove

Then A Large Silk Cloth In The Color Of Mauve

From Each Thread To Thread It Began To Wove

Into The Shape Of Wings, Towards The Sky It Drove

Never To Be Seen Again Inside God’s Treasure Trove.

Singapore Trip

2009-03-01T08:23:00.000-08:00

Just a picture when I was in Singapore... Hehe Gotta say that red bag is huge in the picture. Hahaha .

Funny, Is it not?

2008-12-21T02:14:00.000-08:00

Ok, Ha ha I got a bit bored, So i wrote this new poem which turned out to be a wee bit funny. Wasn't gonna post it at first but a friend of mind told me to. So yeah, Enjoy.

I Could Be Your Superhero

Speeding Fast Like An Arrow

Leaving Only Sound Of Echoes

Wherever I Choose To Flow

Going Through The Window

With Only My Speedo And Ego

Damn, I Feel Like A Weirdo

Protecting You From My Foe

Using All My Crazy Gizmos

Oh, I Guess I Am A Psycho...

Guitar Hero And Rock Band...

2008-11-25T11:41:00.000-08:00

Haha haven't been posting in a while. It's because I've been playing guitar hero and rock band here and there. It's a pretty cool game and I've been playing it for a few weeks now. I've now can play expert mode a bit. Haha Anyways got 2 new poems here, So enjoy.

Dance

One Day, One Chance, One Dance

That’s All It Will Take For This Romance

I Knew From The Moment That I Glanced

Everything In This Ballroom Looked Enhanced

You Were So Beautiful Here As We Pranced

It Felt Like It Was Forever As If In A Trance

But You Left So Early Telling Me In Advance

As Your Search For Exit Which Was The Entrance

This poem i made it a few days ago, actually only did the first 2 sentence at the beginning then continued the next few days when i figured that i had to finish it. Haha

Cinta II

Love Is Something You Can’t Disown

It Is Forever Ours, Like Birthstones

Love Would Never Leave Us Alone

It Is Something Great That We Own

Love Is Like Magic, It Is Unknown

It’s Within, Which Can’t Be Outgrown

Love Sticks By, As If It’s A Cologne

It’s Like An Angel Which Is Unshown…

This one actually i was surfing the internet and found a cool quote which was "Love Would Never Leave Us Alone" By Bob Marley. So i tried putting more sentence to it making it a poem... Hope you all enjoy it. Hehe

It's Finally Done Haha

2008-11-16T01:35:00.000-08:00

Yup finally finish my poems, so fellow readers be ready to read them because I wrote not 1, not 2 but 3 poems haha... Sorry about that was a bit bored =) Read And Enjoy...

Goddess

Words Which Describe Your Beauty

Is Like Cupid Flying Through Lightly

So Many Hearties Are Going Fruity

As Your Lovely Seen Beauty Is Free

You Are Like No Other Beautiful Lady

With The Looks Of An Angel So Sexy

When The Empty Night Sky Is Starry

You Are The One That Shines So Brightly

Anyone Would Be Lucky To Have You…

This I think most of you will love it, Showed it to a few people and they just loved it... Haha

Nightmare

I’m Looking Back Into My Past

Only To Feel Like An Outcast

As My Nightmares Trespassed

Into My Own Reality Miscast

There Is No Time To Broadcast

As I Am Suffocating So Fast

In This Cube Which Is Gassed

Trying To Break Free At Last...

Okay this one is a bit weird not sure why i wrote it or where it came from, totally blank i guess... Might be because it was a stressful day so i felt i could not breath...

Chance

In This Life I Would Rather Die

Than See Your Face Sad Or Cry

I Would Try To Reach For The Sky

Rather Than See Tears In Your Eyes

I Would Catch You A Pretty Butterfly

Rather Than See Yourself Say Goodbye

I Would Really, Truthfully Wanna Try

To Make Your Beautiful Heart All Mine…

This one the original one I made was a bit too short so kind of thought a bit and figure out some words I could use to make this more awesome. Haha That's about all for now.

New Poems...

2008-11-02T12:45:00.000-08:00

Ok, I just got back from fishing and caught 1 fish hehe... Anyways i wrote some new poems yesterday, I'm a bit rusty since i haven't wrote any in a while so yeah.

Blurry

Hardly Anything Is From The Heart

As Everything Seems To Be Apart

When Life Is Like An Abstract Art

You Feel Like You Want To React

From Your Mind Which Distracts

This Illusion Which Is An Act

Where Everything Is Compact

Into A State Of Mind That Arched...

I got a bit confusing trying to write this one, It got me so confuse that i wrote a different one on the same day haha... I think this one is a bit better.

Perfect

I Could Never Think Straight

In My Heart I Try To Have Fate

Waiting For The Devine Gate

To Open And Release This Hate

As My Life Would Be So Great

Without This Emptiness At Stake

Living Life Without Any Mistake

From This Dream I Have To Wake…

Anyways i think that's it for now =). Till then will be fishing haha... Stay in tune for new post.

Twenty Third - Try

2008-09-11T07:17:00.000-07:00

As The Sun Is In The Sky
Together We Stand And Cry
When Everyone You See Die
You See With Your Own Eyes
While The Governments Lie
Sending Armies To Go Spy
Saying Their Last Goodbyes
You Can’t Say We Didn’t Try…

Twenty Second - Truth

2008-08-30T02:02:00.000-07:00

The Soft Sound Of The Breeze
Making Me Feel All At Ease
Without Any Kind Of Worries
Whenever I Am Overseas
As Trees Start To Decrease
When Life Is Full Of Disease
No Hope And Faith To These
Ungrateful World Of Junkies
I Search For Nothing But Peace
From My Troubled Theories
Trying To Keep My Mind Free
Of Destruction In Countries…

Twenty First - Fate

2008-08-20T02:09:00.000-07:00

One Bright Day And One Starry Night
Everything Within Me Has Foresight
That One Day Under The Streetlight
We Will Finally Reunite At Midnight
As The Stars Shine In The Moonlight
With You And I Together Tonight
Wishing Everything To Be Alright
Because It Just Feels So Right
When You Are Close At My Sight...

Twentieth - Surreal

2008-08-15T03:23:00.001-07:00

When My Mind Is Pondering
I Am Dreaming Of Flying
Above The Rainbow So High
With Birds Soaring Nearby
As The Breeze Is Blowing By
Here I Bid My Last Goodbye
Where The Clouds Are Cloudy
And The Ocean Is Below The Sky…

Nineteenth - Angel

2008-08-08T07:17:00.000-07:00

You Sit There All Alone
Pretending To Be Unknown
While The Leaves On The Trees
Are Being Blown On Their Own
As The Breeze In The Sky
Makes You Think You Can Fly
When Life As You Know It
Is Beautiful Like Your Eyes…

Eighteenth - Freedom

2008-08-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

The Day That I Die
When All Tears Drop By
The Clouds Run Dry
When The Sun Is High
A Big Bright Light
Disappears Into The Night
As The Devil Left My Sight
I Found Nothing But Pride…

Seventeenth - Love

2008-08-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

You Are My Sunshine
That Lights Up My Sky
You Are Like A Butterfly
That Flies So High
I Am Nothing Without You
Here By My Side
You Are My Devine Angel
With Angelic Light
You Are My Shining Stars
Which Shines So Bright
You Are The Person I Love
Who Has My Heart…

Sixteenth - Crush

2008-08-08T07:12:00.000-07:00

Look Into The Sky
Beyond Your Eyes
What Do You See?
A Girl Who Is Pretty
But Yet So Lonely
Helpless And Loveless
She Just Seems Restless…

Fifteenth - Forever

2008-08-08T07:05:00.000-07:00

Don't Need To Search The Sea
To Go And Try Finding Me
For I'm Forever Free
Where Ever You Will Be
In Your Mind, In Your Heart
As Close As Your Eyes Can See…

Fourteenth - Confusion

2008-08-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

Verse 1

I’m Standing Here
Looking At The Sky
With Tears Shedding
From My Eyes
Wondering Why
Life Is So Hard
Without God
Here By My Side…

Verse 2

I’m Standing Here
Looking At The Sky
With Tears Shedding
From My Eyes
Wondering Why
Life Is So Hard
With The Devil
Here By My Side…

Thirteenth - Deja Vu

2008-08-08T06:52:00.000-07:00

I’m Losing My Mind
It’s Tearing Me Apart
A Life I Once Loved
It’s Breaking Into Parts
Taking Me To The Start
At The Beginning And
Waiting For It To Depart
From This Path Of Sins
Wishing For Nothing But
The Ending Of This Heart…

Twelfth - Lucifer

2008-08-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

Full Of Anger And Hatred In This Life
I Look Around For A Sense Of Peace
But All I Got Was Emptiness At Sight
Desperate For Anything Or Something
To Go By, I Repent My Share Of Sins
Only To Feel The Devil Within
For Every Time I Was Sad I Felt A Smile
Surging In As If Some Thing Was With Me…

Eleventh - Hope

2008-08-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

I'm Losing Hope, Losing My Mind
When Everything Use To Be So Fine
Now I Stand Here On The Edge
Waiting For The Breeze To Come By
In My Dreams, In My Nightmares
I'm Free Like A Hollowed Tree With
Nothing Inside Like An Empty Heart
Yet I’m Still Standing And Waiting...

Tenth - Darkness

2008-08-08T04:11:00.000-07:00

Beautiful As It May Seem
The Anger Which Is Unseen
And The Darkness You Shall See
Tracking Wherever You Will Be
Like Luscious Succubus Lurking,
Creeping Where You Have Been,
Getting Ready To Break Free
From This Heart That’s Forever Empty…

Ninth - Emotional

2008-08-08T04:08:00.000-07:00

When Everything Seems To Be Messed Up
Then You Go Around And Get Fucked Up
By The People Who You Give Your Hearts Out
Then You Scream, Bleed And Fall Asleep
While From Your Veins Pools Of Blood Drips Deep
Inside Your Lungs Drowning Your Heart In Sorrows
As Your Soul Is Being Drained Away By Your Sins
Just Wishing Life Was Worth More To Live By...

Eighth - Humanity

2008-08-07T23:57:00.000-07:00

Our World Is Screaming And Bleeding With Misery
And No One Hears The Pain That We Are Causing
Each Bright Light With Heavenly Sight Surrounded By Darkness
Disappearing Into The Unknown Nightmare Every Night
Just To Be Nothing More But A Fragment Of Imagination
Lifeless As It May Seem We Look To God For Some Miracles
Yet Our Prayers Are Meaningless Without Blesses
Faithless And Hopeless We Ponder Helplessly As
The Age Of Humanity Are On The Break Of Extinction
While Angels Are Falling And Dying By Our Sins…

Seventh - Puppet

2008-08-07T23:54:00.000-07:00

The Never Ending Spiral Of Misery
Always Exploding On Me When I’m Free
From This Hate And Sadness In A Circle Of Unhappiness
I Pled For My Salvation From The Darkness That’s Holding Me
Beyond The Edge Of Insanity, I Drop Down On My Knees
Like A Soulless Puppet Wishing For A Life Of Its Own Or A Journey...

Sixth - Life

2008-08-07T23:50:00.000-07:00

Lives Are Tearing
As Life Is Changing
Everything’s Breaking
Seems Like The World Is Dying
Just For Some Loving
From This Loneliness Everyone Is Feeling
And The Sadness It Is Bringing
To Families It's Shattering
The Monsters That Are Creating
Holding Guns As They Are Killing
Through This Darkness They Are Falling
Into This Hell Where People Are Losing
As Hope Is Fading Away In Their Lives…

Fifth - Lost

2008-08-07T23:49:00.001-07:00

The Icy Glacier Is Melting Upon Us
As The Sea Rises Through The City Of Los Angeles
Drowning In Sorrows All Around Us
Bodies Fills The Ground Below Us
Everything Just Seems So Helpless
Won't God Just Please Hear Us
Through This Terror We Face Our Fears Which Bind Us.

Forth - Unseen

2008-08-07T23:32:00.000-07:00

As I Ponder Through The Night
I Wander Into The Light
Where I Found Nothing But Emptiness At Sight
Thinking Everything Was Alright
Stumbling Into A Stage Of Fright
I Felt You To My Right
Like A Gentle Breeze Passing Without A Fight
Leaving Me When The Clock Struck Midnight...

Third - Dreaming

2008-08-07T00:56:00.000-07:00

If I Could Run Away From Here
To A Place Where Love Filled Our Hearts,
Happiness Everywhere, Kindness Was Precious And Treasured
Where There Are No Such Things As War Nor Sadness
If Such A Place Existed With Beauty Beyond Imagination,
I Would Freely Give My Life Away For Everyone To Feel The Same Way...

Second - Monster

2008-08-07T00:54:00.000-07:00

The Darkness In My Heart Slowly,
Swallows Me From The Light
That Binds Me To This Life
Releasing The Monster Within Me,
Controlling Me From My Misery,
Slowly Getting Free From The Love That I Once See,
Makes Me Wonder If I Could Be The Person I Use To Be.

First - Divinity

2008-08-07T00:15:00.000-07:00

As I Gazed At Your Charm
I Was Stunned By The Feelings That Struck My Heart
But I Knew It Could Never Be Forever
Yet Your Beauty Caught My Sight
That Never Seems To Surprise
The Lies You Keep Deep Inside
Every Time I Look In Your Eyes
It Reminds Me Of The Skies
Making The Angels Cry
From The Light That You Hide
I Could Never Replace The Guy
That Used To Hold You In His Arms
But I Could Try To Make Your Life Happily Ever After...

New Blog...

2008-08-06T23:54:00.000-07:00

So yeah... This is a new blog which i made seeing that everyone has one... Took me a while to figure out how to edit the blog, pretty hard stuff... Any ways ill post my poems which i have written and you guys can just like tell me what you guys think... =)